The way your eyes twinkle,the way every word that rolls off your tongue sounds like butter. The numbness I feel around you. My heart flutters uncontrollably around you. Your glazed lifeless eyes are etched into my brain.
I watched as the puddle of your life soaked onto your favourite shirt. I could not stop, could not save you...
All my life
Gone, taken from me
In the blink of a golden eye my lover was gone,a crumpled case of the man I once held. Once romantically kissed until unable to move. His once vibrant blue eyes now a dim hopeless blue.
I lost my space man ..
I am sorry
I feel so empty,so alone
I can't help it
I don't want to listen
Nor do I wish to talk
I just want to be alone
I cannot run away for I am trapped
Guilt. Pain. Uselessness is all I feel
But I can't help it
Have I not brought it upon my self ?
I watched as the fear crossed over his pale completion. I remember running over yelling your name. In a desperate leap